QuaranTEEN

QuaranTEEN pt 4.

Welcome. Sorry I never came back. But honestly, I needed a damn break.

I always encourage people to take hard classes and get a job but here’s the reality; realize what you can HANDLE and then do it. Or just quit your job, as that’s always an option.

Going through this time, I’ve been pushed to teach myself new things and I am STRUGGLING to even get through that.

Corona was great, if I wasn’t a pinhead and decided to roll with the punches and not try and do everything on my own, that would be great and probably extremely beneficial but whatever. Cheers to a new me.

On a lighter note, I have gotten quite a bit done today and I even talked to my roommate about our general theme- it’s going to be pastel so that we don’t live in such a dreary environment when we’re stressed. I’m super excited to go to college and just get the hell out of warren county.

Being here for so long makes you realize so many things when you go to bigger or even smaller places. Pittsburgh is home to me and I don’t know why, but I’ve always felt drawn there. Some people feel drawn to the woods. Everyone is so different and living in this tiny community makes it so hard to accept diversity in ANY WAY. Everyone has a way of conforming you and telling you that you’re wrong.

But as you grow older, you realize that you can either deal with it and wait to do it to your own children as you learned, or change the game. I’m here to change the game, but not interrupt anyone else’s in the process. That ain’t cool.

Alright. That’s it. I’ll actually be back tomorrow lmao. See ya.